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Lightfoot, Steve, creator. Behind Her Eyes. Left Bank Pictures and Sony Pictures Television, 2021. TV series. No. of episodes: 6.

Based on a book: ref-pinborough-behind-her-eyes-2017


Notes

Progression:

  • what’s wrong with them
  • is she a psychopath?
  • is HE a psychopath?
  • no definitely it’s her
  • is she bi tho?
  • we’re lucid dreaming now
  • did he kill Rob?
  • or did she kill Rob?
  • we’re astral projecting now?!
  • is HE bi?
  • is she gonna kill herself?
  • we’re body swapping now???
  • shit she’s gonna kill her!
  • wait whaaat?! it was HIM all along?!?!
  • fhuuuuucck.

Revolves around two love triangles:

  • present: Lou / David / Adele (+)
  • past: Rob / Adele / David

At some points my thoughts: ah another drama that could’ve been solved by polyamory.


“Pinch myself and say I AM AWAKE once an hour. Look at my hands. Count my fingers. Look at clock (or watch), look away, look back. Stay calm and focused. Think of a door.”

  • Lucid dreaming is offered as a solution to night terrors
  • Lucid dreaming turns into astral projection
  • Astral projection turns into body swapping

Related

  • ref-pinborough-behind-her-eyes-2017
  • I tried to learn lucid dreaming once. I actually had one dream when I was able to fly, not sure if I was lucid dreaming or I was dreaming about lucid dreaming. I wasn’t persistent enough tho to keep practicing.
    • If I have any “shamanic powers” / “witchy talent”, that must be connected to dreaming and imagination. I have a very strong ability to visualize - my therapist was baffled once how quickly I was able to get into the required state for guided visualization. I also have intense, vivid dreams and tend to remember them in a detailed and sensory fashion.
  • I should find my collection of polyamory and matriarchy themed fiction idea list.