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A feedback I got (for doing both content creation and small DIY present production work for my volunteer group): “you are a wonderfully versatile person”.
In undiagnosed ADHD language it sounds like: a horribly unsuccessful person with countless unfinished projects, a lazy and undisciplined one who cannot stick through one thing. I carry many wounds and insecurities stemming from this experience.
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- When I got diagnosed with ADHD in my late 30s, looking back to my life, it made so much sense.
- I inherited quite an amount of maximalism. Publishing my zettels is practicing kindness towards that. 1c3-publishing-my-zettels-is-a-way-of-practicing-kindness-towards-myself
- Publishing my notes can be seen as an acknowledgement of my ADHD brain that makes wild connections all the time. 1c3a-publishing-my-zettels-is-a-kindness-towards-my-adhd-self-about-that-i-felt-insecure-for-long
- I want to embrace the mentality of starting a lot more projects than I know I’ll finish, and let them “naturally fight for my interest”. 1c4-i-ache-and-aim-for-bob-doto-s-mindset-of-starting-a-lot-of-books-and-letting-them-naturally-fight-for-his-interest